I had a thought that I should ask you<\/p>\n
If you agreed that Facebook is a cyber life,<\/p>\n
Unreality realified.<\/p>\n
Let’s say I wanted some unknown<\/p>\n
no doubt, unknowable<\/p>\n
other being out there to get me and my world,<\/p>\n
I’d not be running a serial motion picture on Facebook.<\/p>\n
But if l did, it must include Bob, Dale,<\/p>\n
Large objects<\/p>\n
and my idiot son-in-law as well as the<\/p>\n
Transgender woman\/man I made out with<\/p>\n
At Ichiban in PB last month.<\/p>\n
She is a bitch.<\/p>\n
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But it feels like giving my time, self, soul, heart<\/p>\n
for the apathetic use or\u00a0absorption<\/p>\n
by cyber friends, who though lovely,<\/p>\n
are no substitute for a good blow job<\/p>\n
I might not feel as acknowledged<\/p>\n
Blow jobs are affordable<\/p>\n
There’s always Nicaragua.<\/p>\n
Would I do it though?<\/p>\n
Have I considered everything? No.<\/p>\n
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When I connect, will they be human beings?<\/p>\n
In the meantime, I often feel as I do feel now,<\/p>\n
like an orphan child of a planet<\/p>\n
in a different universe,<\/p>\n
left here by mistake.<\/p>\n
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The aforementioned son, in-law?<\/p>\n
What happened to due process?<\/p>\n
Asked me recently, Are you suffering?<\/p>\n
In that moment, I was a little buzzed<\/p>\n
And it threw me that he should ask.<\/p>\n
Out of the blue like that<\/p>\n
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I have suffered, that much I know<\/p>\n
I’ve been here for a long long time<\/p>\n
So much of my life happened here<\/p>\n
Whoever left me is never coming back<\/p>\n
I’m not content with that.<\/p>\n
I’m on my own but I abandon no one.<\/p>\n
That isn’t suffering.<\/p>\n
Suffering is being present to what is past<\/p>\n
What is lost, grieving, giving your soul to God.<\/p>\n
Have a heart.<\/p>\n
Jeopardy Answer: What is a happy ending?<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"
I had a thought that I should ask you If you agreed that Facebook is a cyber life, Unreality realified. Let’s say I wanted some unknown no doubt, unknowable other being out there to get me and my world, I’d not be running a serial motion picture on Facebook. But if l did, it must … Continue reading Subset Journal A – The Blues<\/span>